After a few interesting day spent alone. I had done numerous things in my day. All good things but one thing I did was drive down some side road looking for wild daises. They are my favorite I am not sure what it is about them but since I was a child I have loved them. I could not find any…
I turned 50 in January and it seems that the things of my childhood are circling around again.
Later I found myself “hand mowing” around the fruit trees that I planted earlier in the year. There are a lot more stories to come with land but for today. He patiently listened as I pushed through the long grass that had grown around my trees. For the first part of this time I listened to worship of the Psalms being sung but then I put it away and talked out loud about everything happening in my life. There were tears, reasoning, questioning, singing… as I continued to look at the sun as it passed beyond the trees a peace came over me of knowing, I am going to be ok and I am not alone.
I waited to see if I could see stars before heading home which didn’t happen in its fullness due to the cloudy night and the mosquitoes kept me from keeping my windows open I decided to head home.
As I slowly pulled out of the driveway something caught my attention out of the corner of my eye.
They were simply waiting for me.
The best gift after a beautiful date day my Lord… I real encounter of His unconditional, stable, pure, consistent love.
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