I’ve been doing a word study in Greek and Hebrew on the word perfect/perfection. Time and time again it points to Him, His ways, His beauty, His knowledge, His strength, His peace, His love…. “I am in Him, perfect”
The Greek and Hebrew understanding of perfect is “whole, complete, mature in thought and action.”
Today, rest in that.
If you are feeling anything other than that, check your expectations and seek Him.